nervous.

Matthew 17:20 He replied, "Because you have so little
faith. I tell you the truth, ifyou have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will beimpossible for you."

Faith was a very hard thing to come by for me. It took me years of dealing with several different frivolous churches, people, and ideals that I realized that the onlyway for me to truly fulfill my life's potential was to turn my life over to Christ. But just because I'm saved doesn't mean I always sure about my faith, today was oneof those days when I was just afraid. All because of what may happen tomorrow. I don’t think I’ve ever been this nervous about a doctor’s visit before. I’ve been having so many female problems and it’s really scaring me.Like my biggest fear is that I’m going to go into that office tomorrow morning and the doctor is going to tell me I have uterine cancer, or that I won’t ever be able to rear children. So I’m just praying hoping that whatever is going on isn’t anything that can’tbe fixed. Nothing is too powerful for my God, and I know what ever the result is, it was meant to happen to me for a reason. So, father, hear my prayer in a time when I must persevere in your faith. You said that you would never leave or forsake me, so I know whatever the results, it is all in your plan.I know that you are much to wise to make mistakes and even your foolishness is greater thanany human intelligence. Please grace me with your mercy in this next day, and bless me with your love. In your name, I pray. Amen.