Will be posting again soon...

Just wait and see, a lot of people's feelings will get hurt tomorrow.

loveletter. (:

Call me anxious, call me pressed, call me whatever you want. But right now I can’t sleep because I’m thinking about you. Something about you I’ve never before experienced with another dude. I think I actually like you. You stand out. That’s by far a good thing. Being as sweet, kind, and genuine as you are is so rare. I can’t help to think of how good you are. I like you. Your style, swag, manners, all the above. I still remember how everyone wanted to clown you…but I couldn’t, you were much too much of a sweetheart to be clowned in anyway shape or form. And though at sometimes I may crack a joke about you, or laugh about your lack of socks, I still can’t hide behind that how much I like you. You’re a good friend, I haven’t had a good friend like you for a long time and it’s amazing to me how much you AREN’T like him. But anyway, if I like you, and you don’t like me…consider this just a justification of everything, and a release for me (My mind was running a mile a minute while I was trying to sleep…because I was thinking about you). But if you read this and you do like me, consider this. I’m crazy. I can be moody … I will be moody. I get mad at little stuff. Sometimes I want things, and say I want the opposite. Sometimes I think I like things a certain way, but I actually like them another way. I’m loud, no matter how hard I try to be quiet, innocent, or mousy…IT NEVER WORKS! I’m smart, and sometimes I think I know everything, but I love to be TAUGHT something new. I argue, and argue and argue and argue and argue… and I hate when someone just “lets me win.” I’m selfish, I don’t know how exactly I would handle someone being in my face 24/7, or if in a relationship, I don’t know if I’d give as much as I got…but I’d try. And I know your different, because that last one…I can see myself being around you for a while, and still wanting to be around you. I don’t deal well with rejection, but I do pouring out my heart very well. So if this letter ever reaches you…smile about it, because every word in it is true today….tomorrow, and hopefully for a long time afterward.

Yours truly, secret admirer.

Example for class...

This is my sestina paper blah blah blah.

Beauty Shopping...

Had this lip color...lost in a Dave&Busters in ATL, and now I want it back :(
It's so me... fiesty and brilliant. MAC HKSE Strayin' Lipstick.


Coastal Scents 88 Ultra Shimmer Palette


$$$$$$ YES nail lacquer by MAC




White eyeliner...I've needed this for a while. Palladio $2.99 (Sally Beauty)





Pigments (I AM NOT ON A MAC BUDGET RIGHT NOW!) .99 cents.




MAC Cream Color Base in Luna. No other company sells a white base. Can you believe it??

Homecoming is next week...I have a lot of ish that I NEED to be successful with each look I want to do. These are also good for later on, when I just want to be cute.

cut out your demons...live your life.

thoughts about Shawn...

Why is it that every central thought that I have is on you? I would like to be able to move on in a life that you don't really "consider me a part of." Feelings are so stupid. But you seem to be the only person I ever caught feelings for. This catching feelings thing is retarded because its not at all the type of girl that I am. But maybe you're the only one I've caught feelings for because you're the last person I was really attracted to like that. Maybe if I'd had a boyfriend or something I wouldn't be half as concerned about your life. It's very frustrating you know? I think it's worse that we don't speak. THEE FUCK, YOUNG? This really annoys me, because this is not who I am at all but...I'll get over it by Monday. But I just hate that every time I hear a song about love lost, or friendship fading, or a broken heart I think about you. I've been carrying this HEAVY baggage since 9th grade. I'm a senior now. But whatever my emotional ass needs to just get the...get over it. duece.